Affaire de coeur


i don’t want to lose control.
April 28, 2007, 9:13 pm
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i miss. but then again, i’m high. it’s 5.14am now. i jus got back from bbbc. i “accidentally” called a certain someone. cus i missed her. but then again.. i’m high. jeremy ordered a damn bottle of chivas and we almost finished it. like 1/8th of the bottle left. i drank so much. lol.. curry was like super high and charlene was gone already. LOL. i met quite a few new friends. which was cool but i didn’t go toca me. mmm, i met jill @ 7++pm at cityhall. steph came afterwards. lol..

my legs are aching as usual and i’m almost gone. i just need my shower. i need some lovin. but it’s ok since the lovin’ don’t exist. bah… too much chivas, and vodka… i think i told curry and jeremy in the cab, if the damn police dares to come and kachau me right now. i’d slap them left right up down. lol.. no idea why i’m so pissed off with the authorities right now. i seriously need a hug. or a slap. whichever. it won’t happen.

you don’t know how lonely i am inside. argh, the emo-ness.