Affaire de coeur


rose syrup.
May 1, 2007, 3:48 pm
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rose syrup is sweet. add a little bit of water, it’s still sweet. a little more water, it gets diluted. too much water, and it’s not sweet anymore. the most common sensical thing to do, is to add more rose syrup. in some cases, you just pour it away.

analogy for many, many things. figure it out yourself. i’m tired of explaining.

it’s just that hard to make things happen.

don’t criticize my emotions, they’re the only thing that show i’m human.

random thoughts from everywhere.
sometimes i forget how to spell, it scares me.

p/s. and yea, i’m drinking rose syrup with water. it’s too sweet, my brother didn’t add enough water. pun not intended. neither is it in anyway related to the first para.



about hospitals & mothers.
May 1, 2007, 4:42 am
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i havn’t mentioned that my mum’s condition is not that serious, but she made it sound serious. so i became very serious about it. and she’s trying to make me feel guilty about it. which doesn’t help at all, obviously. thanks all that have messaged me out of concern. :) appreciate it.

my mom’s discharged today, although i still do not know the cause of her bleeding and she hasn’t told me yet. they said they found another fibroid in her ovary which is around 2×2x2cm. but thankfully, she doesn’t have to remove it. you know, it’s just scary when your mum says she’s bleeding down there when she’s not supposed to at all, and she’s not even pregnant and because she removed her whole womb, she’s not even supposed to have menstruation. yes, the bleeding scares people that way. that’s why i freaked out. and yea, i saw the blood.

when i was at the hospital the other day, because it was the a&e section.. i saw 2 emergencies rush in from the ambulance. one was a young man, adult prolly.. that came in on the push-thingy and he looked very pale and he was unconscious. his father rushed in, all sweaty and very serious and worried looking. the next two were indian men. one was all bloody and i think unconscious and the other guy’s hand was bleeding. no it didn’t look like a murder case. but like some accident or something. was an eye-opener. it was night time too. the later at night, the more accidents.

i thought there was school today, looks like there’s none because it’s labour day. lol. may 1st.. and i’m waiting for my mum to come back from hospital. brother went to fetch her. grandma’s at my place cooking and i got nothing to do, maybe fold the clothes. but other than that, nothing much.