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friendster’s fucking up on me. friendster’s fucking up on me. it’s making me go insane. my god. it’s freaking me out, it’s scaring me. it’s making me paranoid. eew, shit friendster. lol. -_-||
today ah, two women kept staring at me at ben&jerrys. i swear, they kept looking when they think i’m not looking. and they seem lesbian. lol, i’m famous! HAHAHA. XD right. i’m kiddin. uh, but they did keep looking. lol. yeah, i had banana split at ben&jerrys. curry paid! came along pam, rj & the girl i still don’t really know her name. shucks.
you know what made my day in the morning? the two eyecandies in school. lol, they were like in the same lift as me and they were talking about the nose. 
she had plastic surgery. nothing against it. in fact, if i could i would also. the nose. but she’s still pretty, so it doesn’t matter. but they’re pretty anyway. eyecandiesss. and they were so funny, ‘don’t touch my nose! anywhere but the nose ok~’ and the other one hugged the one from the back. haha, sweetness. yeah, that’s what made my day. the stupidest thing ever. rofl.
see why i’m lesbian? women make my day and ruin my day, all the time. that’s why i’m lesbian. guys don’t affect me that much at all. *grins* (honestly i prefer women making my day, so women.. please make my day. thanks~ hah)
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i just can’t get used to hangin out with guys one to one. i’ll feel awful weird. it’s hard. i can’t get used to guys liking me more than friends and asking me out all the time. and gettin over-friendly. it’s the same for a lot of people actually. there’s always this distance, most of the time. guys will be guys. i’ll be me. if it gets overboard, something will happen.
save me. even if i risk as i walk into the tiger’s mouth.
nah, no one will. and i will not take care.
remember, because i live to experience.
i’d rather be stupid enough sometimes, to wait for angels-
that run in and save me at the most unexpected times.
i’m an idiot that way.
what you once had is now gone, you didn’t treasure it and you took it for granted. now that you know it’s gone, you start your search for it again. knowing it’s so hard to come by again. it’s too bad my feelings do not exist anymore. i can’t do anymore for you, but take back what you took from me. you know i do not feel for just anyone, and i gave you my all. goodbye, the ex-best friend.
