Affaire de coeur

gary is really seriously making me feel uncomfortable now. even though he can be nice to laugh at. too much of him makes me feel a bit sick. he’s too whiney. and yesterday i told zak that i’m afraid that he’ll like me more than a friend, then today amos asked me if i told someone that. i’m like, seriously.. guys gossip more than i do. gone case. people like me don’t even bother.

at the movies just now, (spiderman3) i felt a little stupid. i felt like telling him straight in the face, because he made so many stupid noises just now. disrupting the movie. and his presence as well. i wanted to say, if you’re liking me more than a friend, just forget it. it’ll never happen. and you can forget about asking me out all the time too. thus, me not totally enjoying the movie. i got something against guys being jerks. gary is a donkey-face.

i should give up already. but why am i not?