Affaire de coeur


evoked, mindless thoughts.
May 7, 2007, 6:14 pm
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what is age? it’s just a number. it does not necessarily dictate how much you know or how much you’ve experienced. but then again, the older you are.. it’s more likely that you’re more experienced. now i have to ask, experienced in what? sex? work? life? i’d say life. not sex, not work. because in most cases, experience in sex and work usually comes with age. experience in life is almost equivalent to maturity. it’s how the world revolves, my dear. how you deal with it.. human nature.

what is time? time is everything, in this state of time itself and space. time is reality. ‘is’ not being ‘is’ literally. but equates to that. i’d be in another state of mind and thought if i said time was nothing. because if time was nothing, nothing would matter. it’s a peace of mind. and i’m not sure if it makes any sense to you.

who am i? just another person. if i didn’t have a name, if i didn’t have my clothes, any of these material things. i’d be just another being existing for god knows what. that’s what i refuse to be, a robot. the society is too structured. i dislike structure, but without structure.. what would it be? an unmanageable disaster.

too much contradiction in words.



cherry blossom.
May 7, 2007, 4:33 pm
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here’s the cherry blossom i drew. mm, a bit unclear because i took it frm my webcam. it’s much prettier if you see it in real. :p

that’s meant to be joined with the dragon. but meng kuang says it’ll look nicer at the ankle. o_o i don’t know. we’ll see. and i’m contemplating corset piercings. ok, but i doubt i’d do it anytime soon.

moovieeee ~ (mmm, i wonder what we’re gonna watch)



live life to it’s fullest.
May 7, 2007, 7:53 am
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let’s party like there’s no tomorrow, go out with everyone and have fun like nobody cares, be serious when need be. but at the end of the day, i’d go back to a place where i can bare myself. be myself, and chill with the ones i love. that’s my safe place. a place that has the least worries. a place anyone can let go. a comfort zone.

this is how i wanna live. and that’s what my ideal home will be like, a sanctuary. a protected place.. (with occasional parties, LOL)

i have huge dreams, and that’s what drives me to live my life to the fullest, as much as possible. as long as it’s within grasp.

for now, back to o levels. *-* (runny nose, crap.)