Affaire de coeur


ummm….
May 10, 2007, 6:06 pm
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what do i do about the increasing number of guys in school that like me.. this is making life hard.

im gonna make you mine says:
my nick is about you
Shar im gonna make you mine says:
SEE!!!
Shar im gonna make you mine says:
lols

and something about jeremy that this guy said. -_- that i belonged to jeremy? wtf. seriously, i don’t belong to anyone. i’m my own person. if i had to belong to anyone, you already know the answer. no one else.

i should seriously stay anti-social in school. but then again, this would make everything boring. zz. ok, z. jus take things as it goes.. ok, 3 and counting.. :\



vulnerability.
May 10, 2007, 1:07 pm
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it’s times like this when i’m sick and i feel like partying because of being anti-social the past few days. ok, actually the flu’s improved significantly from yesterday. but i’ve just enough to enter the club. and not a lot of people i know is going. therefore, i shall just tolerate till herstory comes. which is june, which is next month. actually not, saturday is st james with the straight people. not my cuppa tea.. but, whatever.

i feel kinda stressed up because of whatever’s going on.. and whatever’s gonna happen. i know i shouldn’t, but i can’t help it. see, it’s unpredictable.. so, well.. yea, i’m feeling stressed.

i really wish to be loved you know. like sometimes, i don’t find that happening.. and then i feel really vulnerable. and then i’ll try to feel like nothing matters and “be” strong. and just wish everything would pass by quick and be good. i wish i could get over this feeling right now.. i feel so whiney. zz. and then there’s next week, god knws what’ll happen. :\ zzzzz…