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i was just thinking, random thoughts again. it’s disturbing my sleep. but, i was thinking.. about all the past guys i’ve dated. i mean, some of them were really decent guys. real eligible bachelors that are qualified and all. gentleman, sweet, and not clingy, financially stable(all of them had damn cars -_-). matured too. i won’t talk about those that are ah bengs and shiz. and in the past, all i thought of was using them to what i needed. because the only person i cared about, thoughts-wise at the time, was fiona. mmm, if not romantically wise.. i think i could have gotten with these guys for a very long time.
ian was the sweetest boyfriend ever, he even put up with fiona sometimes. but then again, fiona was in my heart. next was, josh who always asks me out at night for supper or dinner. lol, i remember eating fishball noodles the first time i met him. he was so funny.. and the last guy i dated was howe. howe’s the super eligible bachelor. good job, good family, everything about him was good. o_o ok, but i ‘dua-ed’ him two times dinner so we didn’t contact anymore. i forgot why i did that. we could have made such great friends. although it seemed as though we’re dating. :\ 32 year old guy. and all of them are good looking. wtf.
all the guys.. compared to the one gf i had. which was more of a fling than a relationship. mmm, that’s why i don’t know if i should count that one. but if i had to count girl, i think fiona was the only one so far.. even though it wasn’t a gf-gf relationship. more of one-sided romantically. lol.. and on her side, probably curiosity.
here’s a picture of me, fiona, gabriel and ian.. memories. 
