Affaire de coeur

sometimes i really shouldn’t reveal how i think and feel. i still think that people won’t be that honest and straightforward as to tell you what they think straight in your face.

and sometimes people like my mum really gets on my nerves. first nagging non-stop, second disrupting my chain of thoughts and third, purposely provoking me. and it’s really non-stop. can i not have a peaceful morning? from a random thoughtful post become some angry rant.

that’s not what i intended. and i felt so peaceful when i was at coffee club this morning. *takes deep breath*

okay, night with the sayoni people was great. loads of new people (not that it mattered at all) and i laughed soooo much! i can’t remember having laugh that much for a long time. i was feeling unusually crappy and i kept sprouting things that will make people laugh. that really only happens among certain people. we went to chill at the outsides of this pub and stayed till like 12++ and everyone started leaving. so we called kai en using some stranger’s phone from the pub because my cell died. no battery. called kai en and another person. after that me & aisya waited for kai en to come down to meet us. ate yoshinoya and went to chill at coffee club afterwards. as usual, we talked deep and serious stuff, accompanied by lovely laughter once in awhile. seriously though, i feel bloody insecure with the cell dead. it’s like, i’m not contactable! and i can’t see the time.

my eye kept twitching this morning at coffee club. i wonder who was talking about me or thinking. whichever. actually, my whole face was twitching. (wow that sounds bad) well, only certain parts la.

it was good.