Affaire de coeur

whenever i hear this song, it makes me feel an insane kind of happiness and coldness inside. i wonder why.

so recently i feel like asking a lot of people out, i feel like getting a night job, and it’s been really a tad emotional recently. refusing to reveal any hint of vulnerability. yet when someone else does, it shatters my facade. i’ve never seen my grandma cry like that before, too.

too many inner urges, for now i can’t fulfill. sometimes i don’t know what i feel. because it changes like the wind. and i don’t want to lie to myself or anyone else.

i still have a lot of things i want to achieve.