Filed under: Rants
Filed under: Rants
I realised something. People are not as friendly with you sometimes when they know you just want to be friends. Yes, and that kinda sucks. Big time, or that it’s simply because someone else is worth more and she just isn’t understanding enough to grasp that.
I didn’t go for Butch Hunt tonight, mainly because I need to save money and the fact that I probably didn’t want to go and get jealous. I know it’s a really dumb excuse since I already mentioned that I’m suddenly not keen on anything. Including studies and relationships and whatever. Probably just friends. Not only that, I still can’t get used to people whose English aren’t proper. I reckon it’s my upbringing in an English-speaking family and how in the past I kept mixing with dialect speaking folk. No relation in anything because what’s concerned is the chinese speaking and it’s not that I have a problem with speaking chinese but I can’t stand excessive use of it in normal conversation. Yeah, and most of my good friends speak loads of English so it’s all good.
Sometimes I wonder if it’s worth to go through great amounts of ordeals to gain what’s hindering my process of improvement – money.
