Affaire de coeur

when the tears spill and you feel nothing. you’re so hurting inside but you’ve blocked the pathway to feeling or showing vulnerability.

and you feel peaceful right after, even though your leg’s hurting from the kick your brother gave you.

releasing it all in one shot, screaming your lungs out.

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i wonder if you really care or just do because there are people reminding you of me. and maybe through all that you’ve formed some attachment.