Affaire de coeur

am all prepared to go for wye’s birthday party. i have been pretty occupied, or not. i think i have. been going out lots. i don’t know what to expect of anything.

listening to a very old song, aerosmith’s i don’t wanna miss a thing.

i don’t understand myself. even if i think i do sometimes. i don’t really know why some things function the way they do.  just when you think you do.. it turns out the other way round.

i’ve had a few alarming dreams in the past few days. actually just two. but it’s enough, because no one gets two nightmares straight in a roll. the first one hurt real bad. feelings so intense you have no choice but to give in to them and cry. two dream that intensify helplessness. second one sounds lame, but yes it still gave me despair. LOL.

i dreamt of lord voldy. and he chased me and whoever who was with me all over some mall. and we were trying to escape. but wherever we went, we couldn’t escape. talk about ‘nightmare’.  yes,and you can use magic. lol! and you can use your skills of ’siam-ing’ to siam whichever spells that come your way.  and the counter attacks too!

*meep*

tut tut.