Filed under: Rants
I confess I’m actually not confident enough to go out alone to do the things I feel like doing. I need a companion. Someone I feel carefree around, and not dislike deep down inside. I am slowly falling in love with shooting. The only time I’ve gone out alone is to watch a movie and when I’m alone, it’s either usually in my room. I don’t feel at ease with being alone in a place full of people.
Yet, I dislike the other inconveniences that come with going out with people. Schedule, time and all that. Hard to find. Since everyone is busy doing their own thing. And it’s not as though I can be myself when being with them either. I hate feeling uneasy. Yet I hate not being able to feel comfortable enough to go out alone.
It’s actually not easy to do what you feel like doing all the time. This is my obstacle. No one close or free enough. So much I want to do, and can do at my own pace.
