Affaire de coeur

p/s i just cooked pasta and it tasted a bit bland/watery. i went to taste it again a few minutes ago, and it has transformed to lovely tasting pasta! <3 beefu pasta. looool ~

so it was my brother’s birthday yesterday. we actually celebrated two times for him, lucky butt. first dinner was on sunday. we went to vivocity and ate marche. even though i wanted japanese.   second time was yesterday, we went to vivocity – yet again, and ate earl’s swensens, walked a bit and then had haagen dazs, the fondue thingy. haha, was damn nice! rarara ~ then bought new pair of slips and some shoe i think i don’t know if i’m going to wear because the right side is a bit tight and it’s so girly! LOL. my god. alright, but i think it’ll complement various occasions.

i honestly want my skinnies. ;o and really, i’ve been dreaming some meaningless random dreams lately. okay, i forgot this morning’s one. but the other one was mainly about this cat who’s tattoo-ed and i carried it here and there (really random) and i told it that i’ll definitely get it’s tattoo done because it doesn’t look nice incomplete. and then it wanted to pee so i brought it out of my house and i set it down on the floor so it could pee and it started peeing but the pee like, peed so faar. -_- like three meters distance. from where it was standing till, that far. and this random man walked past to go down to the lift and he stared with this look on his face so i told him i’d clean it. and then he walked off and i decided to wake up because i found this dream unusually disturbing. :\

bah. once again, i apologize for not posting much at all because lately all i’ve been doing is getting fat and complaining about being fat. but it’s all good now because i’ve done my shitting and stuff so i don’t look bloated. oh yeah, i went to elaine/rikei’s BBQ on monday, after hanging out with cheryl, sean and nat after school. went to see the 3rd generation iPOD nano. it is seriously small and when i used my thumb to fiddle with the touch sensor, -.- it (my thumb) felt so huge. so i went to meet jass after that and we headed to downtown east. ate honey-ed chicken wings specially bbq-ed by rikei, and satay etc. very nice to eat, but didn’t eat much because i felt bloated and felt that it’d be sinful to eat anymore. lol. so while they ate and wye and z reached and started eating, and they were hanging outside. i became the anti-social and sat inside the room watching chn 5. some disturbing show. i just remember the part where this woman was killing this gooey like man after touching his face and all. apparently he has some disease. O.o” so okay, fast forward an hour or so. we started drinking and playing heart attack. i was so lucky that day. the heart attack we played had forfeits. LOL. so it’s kind of like a dare for those who got hit. and it was really just those same people who got hit. i didn’t have to do much. after that we played dare and dare. HAHA. was quite entertaining if not hilarious ~   after that took a cab home and ate breakfast with the moma and brotha ~

the end..

NOT.

it’s so dumb, i have no idea why ALL our computer/laptops don’t work with online games. it’s so SHITTY! I can’t stand it. i miss online gaming and i wanted to play Fiesta Online. it’s already downloaded and in my lappie, BUT.. it won’t connect. seriously, it’s getting on my nerves. because it looks pretty nice to play and the start screen of the game has such LOVELY MUSIC! my godddd. and keith and jk is playing it. -_- this is fucked up, really fucked up.

btw, i think it’s human nature that people treat you coldly when you skip school for a week. but i don’t like THAT human nature. everything should be nice and friendly to make people feel welcomed back to school. really.. everyone is so normal i can’t stand it. please start getting used to my-random-not-coming-to-schoolness and treat me like how you always treat me. thanks.

okay, really loong post. so i shall stop here and watch, hayate no gotoku or keikaishi or maybe later go out buy skinnies with mg. or go shopping la. it’s painful spending so much at once, and not have any spares left for other stuff.