Filed under: Rants
you caught my eye the first time last year, and today when i saw you again. i wonder why we kept stealing glances of each other the entire time. pretending to be involved in all that was going on around us. yet in the end, nothing happened. just a ‘hi’ and no byes. my way of attracting attention, is being noisy and outgoing. but maybe that wasn’t what you were looking for. and you stopped stealing glances, you stopped looking my way, and you stopped at that.
as i watched you look at a picture, a sailboat in the middle of the endless sea; for so long, even taking a picture of it. i thought that i felt an unexplainable chemistry and attraction to you. even just a little bit. i felt there could be something so much more than what people always see on the surface.
but then again, something in the end is still nothing. and nothing, amounts to nothing.
but come think of it, since we’re in the same ‘alumni’ even though i haven’t graduated.. i’m sure there’ll be more chances to find out why the unspeakable happens. when i see your beauty again, i will talk to you like a friend. even if my heart yearns for more. because, it’s a taboo.
Filed under: Rants
finally the end of the photo exhibition.. well, sort of. but the photos will still be on display till friday. the photos turned out quite nicely except for the fact the huge one that was on display, wasn’t properly edited by H. therefore i feel very dissatisfied with the outcome of it. and it didn’t actually occur to me that i’d have to check my photos one more time because i thought H and mr jimmy would double check. end up got some dumb mistake and there was the result of some barely decent editing. thank you H, very much.
but it was pretty good seeing your photos printed and on display. and i loved the fact that mr kenny thought that it was good enough to be put in boutique hotels. i learned a lot and am tempted to learn more. also after shooting jill in the wedding gowns. thanks to ms dawn for giving me an opportunity. and i’m more sure of what i want now. which is good. 
been busy for almost a week. comparing to how much i usually sleep, these few days haven’t been that sufficient. plus the exams are approaching. next week, to be exact. and i don’t want to ‘die’. so, must study.
resolution; i will definitely perform better than how i am performing now for next years exhibition.
and yeah, i do think i put photography above studies more often than not. it’s my passion.
