Filed under: Rants
i am quite extremely disturbed right now. and i’m feeling very lethargic. today this is the third powerpoint presentation i’m doing, and i’ve researched for at least three hours straight to put enough information into my history project. and now, helping my friend with his powerpoint presentation. and the topic is, human experimentation from the 1930s to 40s. he’s sent me photos of people with distorted bodies and frozen hands.
and to release from stress, i am drinking chivas green tea. half the cup filled with chivas. which has been existing for over eighteen years. i’ve only taken like 4 sips and i’m feeling a little hot.
i am looking forward to thursday, and next wednesday for various reasons. and i have been feeling happy but sad, sad but happy. stressed out, but not actually that stressed out. life is such a contradiction. quite, but i am also one. and what does it matter if nothing matters to another person. everyone’s just thinking within their logic bubbles. so there’s probably no need to condemn.
but i will anyway, not condemn. but criticize.
one more contradiction, i don’t know what to do, even though i know what i want to do. i’m confused, maybe.
