Affaire de coeur

last night was pretty wonderful in certain ways, and of course there were down times. but at least the up times overlapped the downs. i was ecstatic to see ace yesterday, of course with dear n. both of them looked good and as usual, the awesome people~ hah. (christians group!! LOL ace is hilarious. yah, like who is going to stand on the dance floor in PLAY and start shibalalalaing and praising the Lord?!)  HAHA

was great to see the usual people too, and of course. i met new people as well. it was fun, quite interesting really. vio opened a hotel room because it was her prom night, and we crashed till dawn. well, for me it was till 6am when i finally decided i couldn’t sleep and since vio was pigging out with mich, who was on the other bed, i decided to just come home and slurp.

because, later there’s chalet with the 272 groupies people. lol, rikkies burday. and i suspect we’re probably going to hangover again. blah. can’t wait to see them again. hahah~

you know sometimes, when life gives you shit, you don’t run from it. you deal with it. if you really want it, one day it will be your chance to prove yourself.

so i can’t change, because it’s just not me to sex someone up for the sake of it. will still feel empty inside. when you’re holding someone, you can’t be thinking of another someone. it’s just not right.

okay, good night.  (8.58am now)