Filed under: Rants
my dreams know how to torture me. and it’s burning all my insides. because a smile is inconsequential, you give too many of it. regardless of how you feel inside. regardless how empty it is. just to ease off the uneasiness of another one. in this case, giving a smile is being selfless. i wish it wasn’t the case, smile like how you smile in my dreams. bright, radiant, and all-loving. smile because you’re ecstatic and happy. this way, you’re both selfless and feeding the hunger of your heart. smile like how you used to.
if everyday was an adventure, i’d fall into a deep sleep every night because i’d be too tired.
inside i know i was grinning from ear to ear, because i knew i had proved you wrong.
but i woke up and realized it was all but a dream.
