Filed under: Rants
it’s weird, a very weird feeling. i’ve been waiting for this year, 2008 since i was 12. like finally, it’s the year of changes, hard work and discipline. i will finally get what i want, and i will have to do things to continue to get what i want in life. it’s kinda like the year of climbing up to the next stone, to improving. yet i feel like it’s not gonna be easy. it never is, anyway.
this morning, after the night of partying – even though it was boring to an extent. when the sun rose, it felt strangely refreshing. and for once, i feel different. the day before new years’ day, and the day itself. there is a difference! other times, for the past few years.. there haven’t been a difference. it’s like just another day and there’s not so much of a point to celebrating it.
i’m expecting a lot from myself this year. i know it’s going to past by quite fast, like this year.
happy new year everyone! 
