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Was visiting my friendster after letting it gather dust, and figured that if I was straight, I’d have tons of ex-boyfriends by now. Lol. Why do I say that? My profile picture in friendster is me with long hair looking very hot (according to some people). HAHAHA. Not that I would actually message myself in friendster or anything. I’m just not my type. Well, unless it’s just sex. Hm, actually I might marry myself. Just that I’d be a wee irritated at myself sometimes.
It’s quite hilarious actually. This is called viewing yourself in perspective. You should try. 
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Well, let’s say it’s true that things are different. I wish I could just get out of here now. I would totally dig being in a new environment. Yeah, but that’s for now. When things get better, I’ll probably be begging to stay here forever.
I know myself. I’m that much an escapist when things suck balls. Since it’s not much repairable with my effort alone.
You know, things which are obvious to me but not obvious to you because you’re just avoiding it? It makes me want to run away and not come back. Because you’re just closed up and you don’t want to face it. I could find all the reasons why and list them out to you, the evidences. But if you say it’s nothing, then I can’t say anything else. Can I?
In the end, everything I think up are just assumptions and it’s me being overly-sensitive. It’s me, not you. Right?
And the other person that’s just messaging me to know how you are doing because he/she isn’t there. How dumb. I can read your mind already. No matter how subtle and non-confrontational your approach is.
Maybe I just am thinking too much. Thoughts kill. 
