Affaire de coeur

Chemistry is something that’s at the back of my mind. It’s like a gift granted to you from heaven because it rarely comes by. I haven’t been able to meet anyone that’s given me the same feeling I used to feel in the past for ages.

Maybe because I haven’t had anyone mutually like me a lot and can clique for a very long time which usually leads to flirting. Maybe I haven’t been deeply enjoying life as much anymore, like everything’s just been different or me. 

Another something that baffles me.