Affaire de coeur

Strangely enough, this tastes GOOD. LOL.. omg. i accidentally poured half a bottle of dill weed into my rice cooker with the rice inside of it. and, i was totally.. wtf! HOW?! it smells herbally. +.+  guess what, i added olive oil, tomatoes, rice wine, 3 sugar cubes, soya sauce, an egg, salt, white pepper. and it tastes quite GOOD!!!  o_o here’s a picture of it.  

I feel like learning Japanese at Bunka Language Pte. School. 😡  

it’s either reverse psychology or something. but do you believe some people told my friend i sleep around and always get drunk? honestly, what the fuck. because no, i don’t do sleeping around. and getting drunk? please, the most i’d get is super high and i don’t even puke around. in fact, i think i’m considered a better than normal drinker. yes, back to what i was saying.. what the fuck! -_-

surprisingly, first day of school seems the best way to start school. like everything can be taken at face value. nothing extravagant, no drama. just jokers, which are a good way to liven up things a bit and well, the usual? let’s see how it goes. 

i drew a random something and i can’t flip it over to the original side because i still haven’t gotten my photoshop. -_- so yes, try to see it flipped over. like opposite to how it is right now. haven’t drawn in ages. 🙂 
 

i’m like half-stoned right now. lesbian drama, once again. not that it was a lot, but enough to bug me a bit. l was kinda interesting. i hope in future i’d get to know her more. tomorrow’s home again. bloody broke. starting school, starting work soon.

surprisingly though, mr jim called through mk’s phone to ask about me. because i didn’t follow up for the shoot i was going to do and was planning to do. now it’s just like, i haven’t touched the camera in fucking ages and if i do it’ll need some warming up again. saturday they asked me to do a shoot for them though. asking me to wear a dress or just dress up really nice. i’ve  no idea what to wear. neither have i any idea what to tell my mum. since she doesn’t trust easily. neither do i, but yeah.. whatever?

i’m unexpectedly excited for school. tomorrow’s the first day of orientation. hopefully no excessive nerds, or ah bengs or that sort. so over it. i can’t wait to do homework. lol! how weird. see, this is called motivation. and people who get rid of my motivation sucks. i mean, if they bore you to death isn’t that kinda more sleep-motivating?

blah blah blah .. anyhow, i don’t like stalkers. neither do i like guys who whistle at me – childish. (just now when i reached home these guys whistled, some malay guys – from the van and i ignored them) girls well, it’s fine with me if they are hot. but if they are like, big time ugly. or really unappealing, can just go roll away and not disturb me.

i feel like doing a long post today. so i can rant non-stop and stuff. haven’t been doing that in ages.

anyway, i think i dress too typical. gah, i’ll work on it. it’s very awesome joe is. i mean, it’s all unexpected and it’s really cool of him. hahah. yes, i’m really random. i can’t wait till everything happens. 🙂

i love my macbp a lot. she’s so hot! yes, it’s a she. hahahh. so awesomeeeee! i’m starting t watch gossip girl now. i think serina, or serena. whichever way you spell it, is darn hot. whatever that is. well, there’s this guy that’s hot too. but it’s not blair’s (or howevery you spell) boyfriend. it’s the naughty guy. lol. rawr. (am just starting on episode 1)

hope cs’ okay. after all that partying. and quarreling, etc. keeps to herself most of the time it’s daunting. i wish she’d just open up more. it’d help plenty. treat me like a real friend, you know. i think i could be too detached for anyone’s liking sometimes.

and btw you know, i’ve been not sleeping till 8am in the morning and singing songs. i was browsing through iTunes and listening to those 30seconds previews for the songs i double click and it’s really cool. there’s this song i really want to know though. it plays at HOME, and it is being played on the first episode of Gossip Girl, like just when it starts. i really, really want that song badly! it’s the love!

can’t wait for my birthday! and i can’t wait to get out of singapore. if only i could. i’d have to starve myself anorexic now to save for it. i want to ask L, but i don’t know her that well yet. i think i’d learn a lot from her.

alright, to the showers now babes and dudes. tootie toots. sweet dreams.

ps. a nice way to end a night when you’re thinking a lot but tired. feel rushed and a little stressed. listen to slow music, adjust your inner rhythm, to the music. it helps plenty. and you get a good sleep. wonder if it works for you all.

alternate lives. i think i’m an eclectic person by nature. eccentric i don’t know. but surely, probably that’s the reason why i can’t settle down, can’t define myself.. should be this.

was looking at icp’s webbie yesterday and i think it’s almost impossible to pay for the tuition fees there unless my whoever was filthy rich. imagine having to pay 40++k US just to stay in NYC for a year to study the General Studies and then another year 40k, to do the advanced course. is there anyone who would volunteer to be my sugar mummy or daddy? i think not, 40k is too much to invest in someone you hardly know.

i’m looking forward to the fast passing this year. and next year, i’ll live happily ever after – probably. finally moving on. WOOHOOO!

when i’m with myself, i’m always a different person. when i’m with everyone else, i’m only a limited persona me. but as time passes, i’m the same one person. and you will get bored.

I can’t actually tell whether I should rejoice or not. ‘Chasing cars’ actually seemed pretty emo to me. I almost felt like breaking down, but I didn’t want to repeat what I’d done the previous time. On the whole, it was really good. Fun. I’m in the perfect mood to sleep. Thing is, I haven’t showered yet. I feel uncomfortable not showering.

These few days I’ve been the maid at home. Well, not really. But I did the cooking for a few days. I enjoy cooking, but I always forget the exact steps to the perfection of the food, so I’ve been ending up with ‘chapalang’ food. At least it was edible and tasted decent. 🙂

School starts officially the week after next. I am doing my thigh on Monday. Orientation is on Friday. And I am going to bathe now.

I’ll update after showering if I feel like it. I’ll have milk because I feel like drinking something chilled.